blogging again cos that life is so dead now ondays...
don`t even why i don`t even care about anything...
i don`t feel like studying anymore...
computer has become part of my life...sitting in front of you for hrs and hrs....
don`t know what have happen to me now on days..
just feel like not myself anymore...
grandfather trying to smoke secretly behind my back cos he knows i`m going to throw it away.
i don`t want to lose anybody in my life now.i love you so much.can do anything such as smoke right.health not good le still want to smoke.sorry as i have less time with you now ondays.i love you okay.must watch me till i grow old.i don`t want you to depart from this world soon.
i`m very afraid i`ll lose you one day.so pls don`t smoke ok cos i love you too much ye ye...
i see him smoke every time i heart pain...
always tell me study...i will study de...
pls don`t leave me i love you too much...

friends also...
i don`t want to see you guys fighting ok...
i`m very sad...becos cos of you 2...
although you 2 hate each other...
means like you 2 should show hate to each other so pls show forgiveness ok...
i don`t know la...i know is hard la...but try..

and to my bro...
can you start working on your studies.
PSLE around the conner le...
pls try to out in more effort...
don`t want to see you go wrong path same as me...
your charater is good but whats the point you don`t even want to study at all...
pls try to think of your parents ok...sign you up for all the tuition classes up to 600 plus...
don`t let them burn money on you...is like pouring water into a empty glass.
wake up mom and dad don`t want to see you grow untill litat ...
but if you cannot help your self then whoose going to help you?
is not that i`m naggy...everyday start to nag at you do your work do your work.



and jade,
better work harder and harder if you want to achieve your dreams.
pls do not sit down in front of the comp looking at the comp.
and hoping to score in your exam.
i don`t want you to do last min work and cry everynight till you stress again okays?
i don`t want you to suffer next time and no job to feed yourself.
and just follow your dad footsteps okays...
by being a good person.i really hope to see you improve on your studies,not on computer
so pls help your self and your family.....